Life has to moveed on.

ass , dam it guys i hate her its proven , i just hate my mother sorry but you prove me your useless to me i sure jolly hate you. Lol
I am postin this as i am so fucked up , anyway this was what happen , i wanted to sleep at my room but , my stupid freakin mother did not help me to put the socket , so if she have the freakin time to clean my room why cant she fk help me put the socket ?
Next , i am not going to celebrate my mom's birthday , i will go on a walk with someone .hehe.lol .trust me ..make me cry for nothin again .hate you ! Everytime you do that i will cry you make me suffer more here than in singapore my own real father is better ! He is willin to do anything , anything i mean ! ! Not like my uncle money all counts shit who cares about those peanuts money ass , whats cares is the sincere guys , i love my papa :) haha
Postin , oh ya one more thing someone is jealous about somethin hahaha supper funny de sia :) sorry if there is vulgar :) haha

candid picture (: 
i love takin pics when i was in P4 ? haha  !
.....shall post : Why do adults lie to kids  ? must do always make empty
promise ? once it breaks sayin sorry does't even cure trust me guys .....


one's upoon a time ,...
haha today i went to the town , to get things for my mother bday (do i really care now ? )
actually i wanted to go to the mall first , but she say NO there u see this is the part she lied to me
for not a good course i am independent enough to go my own ! .
second , i agree to follow her  to the town , there a girl who is soo not my friend lol

she sayed we will go to a resort , a beach , i said ya ok it would be soo great ! haha (: now that i begin to like her ,
she told me , sorry i cant ! she is the second pre-adult who lied to me ,
ok fine i will just skip this part le ,......



i went to a place where i can see the beach clearly , it was drizzilin with rain and yea , haha
and than i was like tellin THE SO NOT MY FRIEND to say hi i was like darin her , she dont dare
for info she not V liao lol only 18 sia .;.....yea whatever ..i was walkin around plastic with her , but than something went wrong  i became the center attraction haha , alot peeps lookin at me i dont really want to know why i swear :)
haha , hmmpf never minds i went to a basket ball court haha lots of boys playin , i wanted to join cos i wan say we team up and play , MO MO REN go spoil lo , i wan play is my own decision right why go say no ?
this i really hate it manz ...hack care . so i never join , ppl speakin to me in their lauguge , i cant really understand so they tot i was a korean ! haha funny right ! alot ppl say that liao ! 
hate it , haha i chinese and i am born to be a chinese GET IT IN UR HEAD DUDES ! 
hahaa ! i am chi-pinoy (: means a filipino and fully chinese (:
haha (:




Finally a reply from my kor in hotmail (: SO HAPPY haha (:
miss him and bian tai's (: haha (: should cherish more in the past ,
but there is no time to regret , haha i still can do it next time (: no worries
hahaha , here am i writin , seein my mother goin kayak with my HALF bro and uncle hate it !
haha lol i not jealous i must caarry on guys no more foolish thigs cos i have been thinkin postively lately
even though i have been brooding about something , haiixz fine , hate my uncle trust me ! haha ^^ 
secret guys dont say it LOL haha , lol i at night eat snack accidently let the bugs in er yi
must say until i waste food mehx ?
hack care le la ! haha (:

Dear lord ,,
i hope you serve justice ,
and makin my day happy i promise
i would be a better person , i would take up anything to over
come this big fear i wont shed any more tears for that woman
i wont , she just makes me sad , and i would really will be changed
i entrust u with my soul (:

Amen (: kasing



last few things i have to fill in , i be goin to a field trip next tuesday with my trusted adult friend I LOVE HER ! haha we share few common things though great to have her around but i HAVE to wake up BEFORE 7 .30 AM !!! haha its okay i am ready haha ! soo happy ,
and i miss my gan-jie ! jolene ! haha she's been a great friend to me in singapore
haha loves loves to all ! haha imy too gan jie ! haha ((:*
haha

hahah ! loves lots miss ! take cares ! 

I shall end here with a FULL STOP ! .
haha

SMILE ! haha ! at tp engerneering ~dont know how to spell lol .


well today nothin really happen but i am just goin to post for fun 2-3 more days i guess is my mother bday liao ... haha i brought her a neckless , well i cant really go annywhere ...
haiixz ...i wanna update this journal cos haha well i am bored ....i am always doin nth besides doin my scrapbook *oh did i mention i brought a new scrap book ?*
haha lols (: hmm , haven been doin it , as for all my friends and gans in singapore pls take care ya !
hahaha so boreed
haha , i need to do something besides always readin the news , lol... alot ppl all shoot me in my face

MEANING = i touch their things spoil LOLhehe^^ than how come my hp never spoil my own charger never spoil bo liao is it than come blame me , lol
i did not know maid also cann be soo lame , lol , what i mean is she soo selfish ., i hate her
lol , hmm , i have been so good , haha yesterday moree scary my mother wake me up and talk to me .first time she treat me so good manz ..
haha lols

i wan post more pics but lazy i should maybe post later if i freee i take pic , than post
cant go snorkling liao , not feeling well and kayak ..sianzx haha !
boreeed .. haha well for my mother rest house the renovation is finished with in 1 month i guess ?
haha well have one plasma tv , one sony tv and 3 extra tv here .. lol haha
two level aiya got time i take than show i mean post haha !
very fun , dont really have any friend to really talk to here ....so i only can post ....haha
haii , !!! i dont know why haii boreed bahs , what i only can say is i hate a total of 20 ppl in my life . the end haha ! hmmm , kasing is really prayin that her day gets better each day so lord thanks for making it wonderful each day as my days pass even though it is kinna bored though haha
....


i think i am goin to stop here for now ?
haha yupps i guess so , so good bye
(:
take cares friends ! haha loves kasing (:

today, was quite a okays day for me well i am using my mobile phone to post this so yea .i have a new sony tv in my room , its like soo cool and its great i have to thank my mum , this few days i have to be good cos my uncle is here.
Cant seem to post image , haha .there is something weird always going on with me , you see if i pass by boys they will like look at me and sing ? Its soo dam weird can liao haha .today i went to the market , lol .hmmm i wonder how are my friends doing in singapore ,i wanna post a video but also cannot sianz.here i am posting this in my room .
Haiizx.i my tummy pain .gosh have my ...so haha .yucks .i will end here for now :) thumbs up :) haha like someone hahah :) happy ?

Take cares all my friend and gan :)

2 p
i hate them lol , jhenny my mother ,and her friend ! 
BITCHES ! 
ASS get lost ass ,
LIAR why must u lie to me ? u say yes than now what ?
freaks ,......ma , i know u only care about ur freaking guest than me ?
u forget me arg ? wtf i invisible isit ? fuck off cb , i dont wan to say all the bad words ! is u the mother freaker !
scold soo ? i hate u !!! so much
i cant take it any more ! u make me always sad i feel so left out every time u do this stupid fk things to me !\
MA ! cant u just .......nvm i will not  see u as in mother bye ---
our relationship now is only friends .sorry
i have to give up and sever ties ...now i hate u !
BITCHZ ..always PANGSEY me cb cb cb cb !!
hate uuuuuuu !! always leave me alone for sure u wan to go outwith ur guest la !
than leave me alone.....



KASING IS FURIOUS NOW ! - lol
kasing stay positive think the bright side true friends will be there ...BUSY BODy
ask many question
KASING ~~~1 2 3 ......chill yo ..
lol i very relax serious ... haha ... writing this all out makes me feel so great .. kor thanks !
POSTIVELY thinking kasing is sure too be cool (:


lols , rmb i hate it when u always do this to me mum , just rmb it



take cares ...loves kasing misses u guys thanks andy for the sweet memories u rmb and cherish (:
haha

separated (29.03.09) ~Aka sharon , and Aka kasing , sorry ..... 
I am soo sad , been thinkin and sulkin this few days weeks , ...
haii , i wished i was in singapore , and i miss my step mother and my father ,
here suck really this is the last post , i will be posting if i get the chance to get to the internet ,
ok i shall post what happens ,
28.03.09
went to the 168 shoppin mall , so ~smellyy~
LOL ....haii , i like so PAISEH , so fk smelly than like wanna puke guys its so really smelly ~~
haiii ..*sadd* webcambed with my brother , his doing great i guess ,
i just cant stand the way how my mother treats me ! ...i wanna go back ,
gosh , i miss 08 class 6F its so memorable , haiizz ,
i never cut myself i think positively le , i just have to carry on with life ,
yupps kasing jy ! ...haha ,
29.03.09
Today , went to the docter cos my brother i guess he have prob ,
the most funny thing happen today , haha
*a boy , sick ok , than the nurse came with injection than he like say NO !!! i dont wanna have injection pls daddy he run ~~than catch him he say no no i dont wan to have injection pls ! haha than
10-15 mins
his sit down , his father grab him the 4 i think 5 peeps bah than all hold him he very humo size can haha
haha than all hold him , haha than the nurse say comeon little boy ~ -.- diao  little ,
than the blood drip he cry , lol right haha (:
haha ! i wan laugh but shy cos like very ! bad ! haha , should have taken the video ,
its was sooo funny , hehe ^^
haii not soon after we went to the mall than , haha aiya time flies soo fast , than go home early cos i wan chat with my brother <3 miss him , haha
hmpf ,, sads * i wanna go back dang it dudes , haii


Been reading books peeps , haha cant see that clearly so ..
its okay later my mother nagg again , *what ? again u buy spec ?! kasing we dont have money
bla bla bla ,,,,,used to it , had a haircut yesterday so bored can ?
haha very long wash cut blow ,
haha , i miss every one in singapore ,not every i mean does i know haha lol
haii , hmpf hmpf , haixxzz
LOL , sianzz , my mother dont even bother , hack care her le , evil queen mother ,
bian tai's *have fun haha , and enjoy (:



I have a poem , which i read a very old book ,
hmmm, here it goes

"The doctor loves his patient ,

The patient loves his bed

The best place to be born in

The best place to dead ...."


doned ! haha i dont have mood to log in fs le soo i must update while i can
my uncle is comin tml at 12 midnight sians , haha ,
so scared lo he can talk non stop but he is a person who have great point ! 
haha ,
chill yo dudes , hang out with u guys soon ,
HUGS misses loves , muacks take cares
haha end ..

this pic flew until here lol idk why
Hellooo , 
                          this is gonna be fast, hope no one readin as usual  lols
i took pic , lol erm ,
....i dont know what i must do know ,
my mother wan confiscate my laptop !! let her be anw , my sick has gone down , no more fever ,
only flu !! haha the above pic is normal , lol can buy from watson i gueess ?
not drug dont worry just my personal collection .
i am speechless , aiyo , i think i really sad i guess ? i dont even feel like living the house now ,
back to my mother she say i always play com than i sick ..lol play computer can fall sick ??
VERY LOL .whatever aye , erm , cant think now cos , mon is my test to go in the international sch hope i pass , lol how to pass if never study ? lol ,





today , really bored day ,
things i did today
1.wake up wash face brush teeth ,
2.eat
3.watch tv
4.computer , computer , computer , computer
5.watch tv , eat
6.the same usual things lol



............if pass go that international school can wear casual wear sia ! haha lol

erm thats all for today peeps !  lol alone at home in my room ,,,,



erm , forget to put pic of the day lol ,,
THIS WAS SUPPOSE TO BE YESTERDAY 




ok , this was what happen today (:
my mother ask me go mall , i say i dont want , i wan lock in ,
than she say 1 2 3 lol, so i go ,
than when i agree to it too , i some how cant face the world le .
when i saw every one in the mall , i was sooo afarid i was so terrifed , they are like soo many eyes lookin at me
i have this fear liao , i guess i at home too much , i dont know what to do pls do tag so i can link ?
haha thanks for the comment jasmin autie (:haha ! thanks for carin though ur busy at work
haii , today time flies soo fast , tml i dont know what will my day be , still having flu though ,
i shall tell u what happen today tml , yea ,,,,
ok take care every one yea !!!!!


AND AND have fun , i guess thats all ,
shall update every single thing tommore i guess if i have the time bahs ,
i gtg now mother asking me to go sleep !! so early diao -.-
anyway ....

pic for now is .
at the very first top !! 
aiyo ! i cannot sneeze idk why @!!

Does my mother care if i'm sick ? , she always say dont fall sick , cos later must spend money again ,
); i no longer smiling i have high fever , my maid also hire no use , she so **** lo , i tell her my temperature is 38.8d
she say u wan eat rice ? like wtf  , i hate her !! she make me soo sad when my brother sick she care dao .....
aiya , mtf la , cb i i rather go stay in sg at least my father will take care me , haii **crying ***
writin here is the only way to vent my sadness , ~very dizzy ~ still want to write , why why why ,
is she like this she makes me so fucking hate her bitch ! nth to describe lol , guest inmportant or daughter ?!
cb knn , really sia stayin with my mum just suck !! i must think of a way , i wan to lock my self up in the room ,
dont want go out i also do before like lock in shut myself up for 3 days , *curtains close total darkness (:,
i rather be in darkness , while writing tears rolling down , and , wastin to tissue ): haii ! why my mother like that i just dont like it ,
now , she goin to go party , lol i need some one to care someone to love , i really hope she will cherish me more after i show her the blood in my wrist ! , i juts fucking hate's her liao pu borh bb cb merepk go suck her own breast , go ff her self ,
ARG ! some one stop me before i cut dead line 1 am tonight , i gonna do it just wait , i maybe post pic , cos i emo
hate showin ppl that i cut , omfg , my lil bro cryin but that woman , just leave the house as simple i going to stop him crying

--8 mintues --

stopeed cryin , see i better than maid haha ? LOL this maid no use lo , go suck cock la, cb , dizziness arg !control .,
haii , pa pa i want u to know i really miss u ! i guess thats all for now oh ya ,
STOPP 


got last mintue post haha felt much better after talking to my daddy (:
i edited this pic (:

haii , thats all for now shall be back to post at night (:
hahaha

tc ,                    yea lots lots of loves

RIP = kasing is dead
LOL

~HOMESICK~
haii , nah ! *weisian post liao happy ?! hahahaha jk jk jk
erm today superr paiseh ! heres what happend
erm, my shoe fly when i was catchin my lil  bro ? hahahaha like fly fly soo far hahaha jkjk
hmm , than every one like looking ~embarrass ~ haii
next , my lil bro run run than he fall :( lol that one nia but got ppl laugh ? i like * haii 2 time ler *
next , he runs and runs i sweating liao can ? than got one boy tell me my zipper -.- haha haha
bo zip ? i see than like ~face red ~hahahaha haii than today go shoppin mall also sianzz ..lols
than , the last two thing happend was , my shoee spoil liao :(( second seems that i cant see well ?
i bang until the taxi door ? hahahaha ((: okok

than go in taxi , haii , i think alot in the taxi , i was very silence for *15 mintues thinking alot !*
hahaha , than like say must treasure what i have cos , hahaha got one auntie hor is my adviser ?
haha is jason's sister jasmin she very kind but she every LOL here LOL there hahaha but she kind's ((:
hahaha , than ronney kor is my so called very close to me ? okok than he said something that wanted me to cry ?
haii alot ppl to say i shall say their names here bahs ((:
me first , than aiya ronney , hanlin , wiesian , evon jie , vanassa jie erm , shermeen, jasmin , erm , jason , aiya and my class mates 08 ((:
hahahaha , reached home than type liao's
weisian lo say i mean nags at me to write , he say i *ZHU !*hahahaha ((: 
nvm , haii i fully booked must study for upcomin test le cannot play com i guess , i must pass than can go that sch );
aiya aiya haii haiyo haiz lots lots


someone , help me , my mother *evil queen *
so very *evil* hahahaha XD really making me mad ! so much lo
haii , u guys never know , aiyo !! 
~this post was supossed to be yesterday ~




today , i felt sad , haii felt alitle better after talkin to my daddy (:
erm , i really know what i must do i must study le , haii no mood :(
idk , kasing ar kasing rest in peace bahs , i have been thinkin tooo
many things this few days ! , I dont know what to do liao cann ! haii , i just wanna be me , just me !

dear lord ,
i have been tryin to read as much books ,
i really dont know whats on my mind right now ,
all i ever want is peace , and dear lord , 
i dont really know what shall i do right now , whenever i see the 
smile on my friend's faces in sg , i feel so sad , cos in here 
i never get to make any friends , only few i guess , i really wanna give up now
but , lord i am just too sad and complicated i guess , 

jesus chris amen , god bless u (:



i am here writing this listening to song , i have no idea whats on my mind right now ,
i am totally serious ,"to all my friends there , pls forget me ? "
i guess thats what i have to say bahs , i am just soo sad , i really must have moood 
i hope i have the mood , right now , 

my heart right now is like not pumpin and i cant really feel anything watch mr bean that did't make me laugh anymore like before , what's happening to me , i need laugh ? ~haha ~ LOLnot evenn laughin thanks *
haii , haiiz , i must think ! really ponderin manz ! anw evon jie sent me some songs which i some i know thanks !! i cannot think right now , hope tml will be a better day for me and yea ! it would 
think positive kasing ! jyjy i can do it !


i wont give up no matter wat kasing just carry on in life , 
P.S , *noone will read tan ka sing journal as it soo lame !  

hahaha that pic act scared :))
LIfe has been really sad for me , i just dont know why ...
why why ? , there are things unsettled in my mind i know i have to make it settle ,
haii , i have been , homesick lately ,

i guess i just miss home much , *this is a supeer long post ,

Yesterday was a fun day i guess ?
,i went to my grandmother house and it was a 3 hours ride in the car even though have 2 stop over in express way though , haii *sayin that cos feel emo * reached my grandma house than reached le blessed her , AND saw all my cousins there
LOL .haii i reall am home sick !
gosh . okay . i shall countinued




this was what happens ,
i went to the basket ball court , than i was with two of my couisins , erm okay we walked *weather very sibei hot ,*
okay than we bought ice candy , than walked to the basket ball , okays , than went in the bbc no ppl okays

than we went to the swing , wa sibei , ,, haha neverminds , than my cousin sch there so she ask me follow her :)folow liao than reach her sch wa so big but very budget sch *did not mean to say , *okay than i followed her ......
20---mintues later ---
haha finally want go out the creepy old sch but they done something that i was superr mad !~taking chalks and whitebord eareser -.-

like wtf right ! haha , than went we went to back to the swing , haha than we all so sian than climb tree , haha i too heavy the tree dont want me to swing :(
haha jkjk
after that i suggested them to play with fire :))
haha ...than i give money they buy haha :)) after they come back , i sit down they relax one corner , than they started to start the fire :))
haha the fire was underneath a car tire , than fire was burning up :))
after that they testing a hard tire , compare to the tire the tire become soft hahaha , than they sit , touch and press lo .
they say very raun , liao *oh god *

*Fire burns up , the wind blows ,
fire starts to pick up the whole tire all in fire
call 911 now !! @#%$!
*************************************************
fucking shit ass , er. lol . i punk lehs so enjoy lo *just see their face being frighthened like shit ?haha no scared , uncle to the rescue , just look at his *angry face haha *
so whatever it is , i not scared i bear the consuquence ,
but than it turn out the other why round my couisin all put the blame on me

haii , than i tell the tito*uncle*say i help u to put the fire out , but first thing , they all point to me is me who play?!?!
like ***k lo , haii nevermind like i say i will bear the consiquence , than followed him to take the water the carry all the way to the fire sence , lols , okay i too weak to put out the fire cos*THE SMELL OF THE TIRE SO BAD *
just than two boys from ozbbg gang , was beside the fire smoking , LOL erm okays than they say , *i will help u with that , i like okays ,,,,,than wa the fire no more le , :)) haha :))
okay lo after that bought ice candy for them , :))

than .haha , something happened the ozbbg gang all come to me , say come come , i like er. okays lo nth scared so go over , heng ar the leader of the ozbb say game na , lol
than all ride off hahaha , okay i alone , after that i keep asking can i play can i play ?! i asked around 28 times??can !
hahaha from , 4V4 become 3V3 become 2V2 than they say come'on we play na
than i like wa  15-20 ppl watching i onli girl pls! than i like ok , *SHY plus *wtf ?*
haha, than i started play with them , than every time my team keep passin the ball to me :(((
haha idk why sia than 1 2 3 start , haha never sweat at first than ,than i got the ball aim bounce throw
guess what i score in the hook for like 17 times leas ! i swear , than passer by shout shooter shooter ,
got alot distration cann ? one say wats ur name ? i never say , than , one boy from ozbb de say my name say yea u can do it , -.- haha

as the games countinued for ,a momment than lalala score * than i wear my shoe leh than than than got *blister :(  pain 1st round was , 45 mins bahs :))
haha they wan countinued with me so i still with my teammate :))
haha , the second round more ppl start to go in the bbc , haii than
play ! lo , haha second round they say play 30 min onli cos sky *turnin dark
than haha i become so bad in bb liao cos supperr tired hahahaha made friends :))
than i cant score cos the opposite team has one small boy playin cannot bully leh friendly match i guess ?
than *blisters start to pain , haii , really miss those days in sg playing with , weisian , leong wei , vannassa jie ,evon jie , hanlin and ronney :)) ahahaha haii x100
omg , honestly , idk what to say liao .
okay than finsh match faster run home so i sprinted my way home , haha around 200m ?
i guess ahahaha :) than wa exhausted , here comes the interesting part

-------------------------------skip ------------------------
okay ,than  i reach home le , than take long glass
drink two cups of water = two cups for me to restore my mineral salts :))
haha than eat 2 large bowl of rice together with 3 cups of water ,
= to restore my 1kg diet :)) hahaha
after that 1 more large plate of soup and rice :)) haha with 1 cup water
= really hungry still and thrrist for more :))
hahahaha , than went to camwhore :))
look at those pics :)
thats punk get it ?!

i will post later i got to go for diineer liao , commets yea
hahaha post pic later on my next wan must go get ready liao
gans made : illuminate:gan-kor :))
hahahaha :))
---the end---
countinued later , sorry i was dissapointed in u guys , live without me in your live bahs :))
haii

sorry did not post for long as .............
life has been up's and down's for me so ya :)(: 


i have been thinking for this past few days of something and someone ....
but than ... decided to dont know do what , haha


its going to be valentine le , yet idk what to do sia ,
haii , cant post pic cost not conviniet



sian at here also nothing to do i will be taking my teeth out soon sad i will post pics if i can
i will not be posting for 2 more days cos i be busy i guess

this few days i have been reading , swiiming ans snorkling
haha fun sey
but than i scared shark nia ...........

haha hope everything goes back to normal and may there be peace hahaha
XD hope there is anw haha
gfor now i shall ..hope every thing go smoothly LOL
haha but than do hope so !!!



i guess thats it for now lo
haha tc every one :)(: 



and and loves misses every one in singapore :)(: haha

Bleah !

today ton the whole night never sleep , chatted  with ronney kor kor and some one :(
 

haha never minds that person , hmm secret lo .
than i went back to sleep at 2.25 after that haha my mother shout KASINg !!
haha LOLS


than i woke up LO 
shout so loud like i deaf haha :)
haha than i changed than prepare my stuff than every thing ok le we set off , the journey begins................




hmmm , than went in to the car , waited for mum to come than go ...
my mother drive 80km/h haha so we reached our destination fast than
after that , haha we went to petrol to have our stop over :)(:



eat ar eat , drink cold drinks hehe ^^
hahahaha XD , thinking of him while my mother driving the car ,
haiii i really dont wan to spoil sey !


hope he have fun today with his ..............
haii never minds , after that wake up reach le :)
haha it was a 3 hours trip haahaa :)(: 
it was fun when we got in the wate cos you see there is a stair we have to go down to the boat
than , haha , i was the 3 person who go down than i was te fastest to go down cos got two men offer to hold my hand so ... fast :)(: 
haha after that every one hop in the boat and tada we go !! to my rest house *not mine is my mother psps * hahaha :():
haha
,


in the boat , we sit, we chat , haha
two amazing things happend :)(: its like so great lor :)(:
1.haha saw dolphin they were so hyper cos they were like so called swimming ???
haha idk la
2.saw rainbow
here llook * RAINBOW *
haha hmm when i saw the rain bow i was like staring at it lor for like soo long :)(: cos i was thinking of someone ...
haii .always like this lor make me think of him , idk lehh
i dont wann be 3 party , cos i dont wan him to break her heart so ya , i think i would give up and try to forget him.
haii ,

i will try my best :)
haha
i think i be goin swimmin later :)
haha :)


tata :)

wil miss every one and him and ronney kor kor ! ♥
loves lotss !!! haha
and 6f 08♥

hello .
LOL
did post coa lazy haha XD :)
i dont know why now like very emo
hahah :) all i ever do is laugh uh ?
life ar , dont know what to say and describe  ,,,
have been thinking lots of things , how all my friends had change :)
hahahaha , today just my grand ma nag at me for making a mess at my room , than kpkb start
.................................................
after that close door start writing ...
haiyo ..
omfg , i realised that my friends change even my best friend lol
than i dont know le la ..
there's a pharse i liked
'Anyone who has never made a mistake in life ,
has never tried anything new '
thats true so when we fall , we must pick ourselves together and stand  ...
even though life is tough all i want to say carry on cos , you have to cherish what you have ,
friendship , money , family all that , i think important . haha XD
wa kasing talk big sence :)(;
Even though times are bad we got to hang on :)
well for me , i just have to wait till my school acept me :(
if any of you guys hate just say luh dont need act dao like so good to me than behind me take knife and stabb !! haha
xD ,
dont know liao la , i have stopped writing my diary , cos i wanted to locked
it up so i die le ppl can see :)
haha LOL

last month on january , i feel so bad that i cut myelf and my kor kor *ronney say dont but than , ................
i still carry on , first i was like acting i wan eat pear tha choosed the sharpest knife ,
than cut pear give my coisin eat , they not lookin go one corner faster cut , haha during the cut i was thinkin of kor kor *ronney
haha so i cut like so many TIMES can but none of them bleed except some i guess ??!!
haha very disappointed this is already attept 2 yet no bleed much !
haha


for godness sake its a new year , but to me , like still old cos i not studyin hehe^^
haha :)(:


hmmm...sian sia :)

okok i shalll stop HERE !! haha
whoever passes by my live journal
pls leave a comment in friedster :)
cos i dont know how to set the things in here :)(: 
                                                                                                              with loves , 
                                                                                                 kasing                                                                  miss every one so much in SG :)(:
haha tata

today , wake up than went to my school to ask for requiriments
than the priciple say 'take out the pirceing in your ear '
i never i leave it later i take out ! haha :)
sian . after that went to cut my hair haha
look side and front view :) (:
cool hor !


haha cool hor ! :)
next we went to shopping mall :)(:
haha than went to pizza hut
than i eat two mushroom soup :)
than , when me and my mother eat finish .
we paid the bill and went off ..
after that went to guess shop cos my mother wan go in hehe ^^ ask her buy shirt than say wait first .
after she ask me come over to the watch area :)
than ask 'kasing what watch you like ?'
than i say 'that one lor the big big round round de '
lols than she say to the lady 'we will take that one than :)
haha shocked first ask me go guess shop than choose watch than straight away buy -.-
haha shocking she bought mine around 1k in singapore bahs :) so she also bought one for herself
total 3 k plus :)
haha than buy liao :0
here the pic did't manage take hers lols

the outside and inside :)
haha :)
haii yo yesterday was a bad day ....
today , haii haha ^^ i tell my mother say i like that lamp shade than she buy look ^^

haha last pic of the day of me :) (:


xiao me :)
haha end now tml countinued :)                                                                                    ended : idk what time ps

i am back haha !!

finally got my braces :)
so happy till i siao ::)
here like borring :)
but than not le haha can show off ! Jkjk
haha i camwhored haha below pic

LOLS !!
haha so today day was good , haha pain sey
haha :) hmmm
i guess thats all :)                                                                        i miss every one in singapore , haha
hmm , jing wen and debbie they are my best pen pal friend
i could ever had so glad sia !!
so i made quite a sum of gans over the internet haha ^^ friendly sey !!
haii ...life been okok for me
but than very hard to say lah often get emotional at sometimes that SERIOUS !
haii .. luckily got jing wen pei me chat haha even though i not in singapore haha thanks
tsk tsk here got handsome boii but all gay haha shall post tml haha
wann chat !!
haha ended                                             7.11pm haha with loves

hmm .. hellos !
first entry dont know what to write :)
haha Xd erm .. lets talk about yesterday than , almost the whole day i spent my time at home cos i currently not studyin as
i would be studying here :)
and my life is rather complicated you see so ya ..
erm . yesterday night i was with my mum while she asked me whether i wanted to follow her to the bar ?
and i was like FUCK haha cos i was chattin with friend , but than i agree :)
haha so ya went to the bar late as there was traffic ! LOL
haha so ya .. we sat down while my mother paid some bill , and guess what i was the CHILD here !
like shit sia , than will also ps :)
got many ppl smoke drink like that so will sian luckily my mother order food for me it was fish and fries :)
haha too bad mei you usb cable so cannot upload :)
haha will for me today i will be going to the dentist today and tada my braces will be on hehe ^^
like weird the lor i wear i will post pics if ican :)

haha tata now :)